Interests:hm...welpz...i have lots...but basicly...i lik playin around...play bastketball...football...anythin that ends with ballz is fine with me...=)...as long as its not a medicine ball...=) welpz anyways...chillin with sum friends...takin that good lot around the girl...hm hm...Just Kidding......or am i..... Expertise:hmm...i no how to snowboard...eat...sleep...n most importantly...fuck...=)...o yea...a guys gotta no how to fuck...if not then...i really dont no WHUT they are...dum dum DUMM!!!!...o i also pressed a button on one of those slut machines...i mean slot machines in reno...the button i pressed wrote..."service".....n sum1 came...hm
Occupation:Student
the blade has never felt so good. i wish things can be different. i gave it all i had. apparently i am not good enough. will there b a second chance. what am i suppose to do. i feel like just fucking killing myself. and apparently no one would care about that. i don't think that anyone really caresa bout me. am i that insignificant. i just fucking cut myself. it felt great. my heart hurts more than that blade. this is the first time i really meantt it.
welpz, went in....4 clubs. maybe 3 cause i didnt join FBLA n c/o 08 yet...so...yea. n i am doing my hw right now, n musicing, song is........Numb - Linkin Park. lol. n i am chatting online as usual, n also STRESSING over the freaken hw lol. i dont get it. but hm guess things r going pretty good. went conditioning for basketball on tuesday, tired lik a mother. my legs r still hurting haha but its alright. got a setting test in volleyball on monday n i dont no how ta set....=). hmm getting...PRETTY good grades so far, lol yea right, i'd probably got lik...100000 B's....lol yea i am not doing so well, so i'll have ta try HARDER...n hm i got my classes switched, so i only got TWO classes with KENNETH M. now...[dont no how ta spell his last name, sorry lol] n that SUCKS! haha but its all good, cause he can listen to the announcements for me during 3rd cause i cant listen to it in p.e. =) haha jp jp. welpz. been more open this year. Especially lik, how i gotta "speak up" in classes n in conversations n stuff...so. guess thats a pretty good improvement n stuff. anyways, been pretty tired, lol. welpz thats all i gotta say for now. bye bye
lol. DANG. i havent typed one of these for Heckerz long now. welpz, i am current a sophomore=). things r going juss fine, not much going on in life, but i got my friends there and my pretend sisters and brothers that makes my day great. Hm got sum hard ass classes at westmoor, especially french 3-4 with khoury, he liks picking on ppl especially when they dont no the answer to the question and stuff. This year, i've..made friends that i dont talk to last year, so that was great, meeting new ppl again. I barely got classes with lipmanian's but it doesnt matter cause lik, i got kenneth in 4 classes haha n thats tight lik a mother. this year i am planning to try out[MAYBE] for basketball, cause i am not that good. haha. and i wanna join a few clubs. n yea. trynna get involved in more of those clubs. good for college. haha. oh dang. I juss watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose today. and it was scary. dang i hope i dont get nightmares tonight. Otherwise i'll be blaming ahrles and justine and cielo. haha. n hm...whut else, welpz. nothing really today.. first, ran in p.e...second. had work 0n algebra ll stuff.+HW....third, world history, never listened to whut she's saying....fourth...quiz, which i got a few wrongs,+presentation...blah that was crappy....Fifth. got picked on twice by Khoury, lucky i new the answer. haha. n had ta read a paragraph in french. Sixth. work from text book, boring as FUCK. haha. n confusing with all the reflecting n stuff. ohhh whut a day....
......these few days r such bad days....i am having so much trouble lately.......normally...i'd tell u.....but...i am really depressed right now to tell u anything....i juss kinda locked myself in the room...n i cried..........
Monica - You Shoulda Known Better
Oh, oh
Lalalalala
I didn't ask to go with you to Mexico
I really didn't need the shopping spree
In LA or Melrose
Boy, if you didn't know it, well now you know
I didn't need the furs or the jewelry
Because material things
It don't mean much to me
And ever since you've been gone
I've been holding us down, on my own
And no
I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So you can stop askin'
Askin' me why
Why I never left you
And why I kept it real
And why I'm still with you
You should've known better
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me (me)
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around
You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don't matter
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better
What makes you think
That I would forget about ya
Think about it
Who comes to see ya
Every Saturday and Monday
I was on that receiver
It's me (me)
Your girl (girl)
Your life (life)
Your world (world)
My family and friends
They just don't understand
They say, I should leave you alone
But I say, that they all should just leave us alone
Don't you get it
I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So you can stop askin'
Askin' me why
Why I never left you
And why I kept it real
And why I'm still with you
You should've known better
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around
You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better
You should've known I would stay by your side
And when tour whole crew said ride or die
See I'm the only one who listen
I'm the only one who lived
The only one with you going through it
And I feel stable
And the baby is okay
And when you get back
All going to be straight
If I didn't live you then
I ain't going to live you now
No,no,no (that's no surprise)
You should've known better
Than to think I would leave
You should've known better
Than to doubt me
It don't matter if you're up
Matter if you're down
Either way, I'm gonna be around
You should've known that
I would stay by your side
Should've known your girl
Was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter
If you're rich or poor
Out or in
Doin' 5 to 10
You should've known better
hm....today...i went to chinatown at lik...9.....so then...ate....waited for ppl to get together....n then...visited my granny....no MJ tho...anyways...went back to my new home....n started to paint...painted for lik....45 minutes...n then left for movies with king....n i had to be REAL careful cause i was wearing pimp clothes n i didnt wanna get it all white....gonna look lik i "CAME[cummed]" on it...haha....anyways....on the way there...king me n king's mom was having a convo...n we were speakin...englese...or chingish...lol...n king's mom called ALLAN a "fay gui"...lol....anyways...got there...met up with george n clarissa....n then...that lady said we're not old enough to watch a rated R movie....so then...king stepped up....n she wanted to c his I.D.....n his only excuse was that he forgot it at home...anyways....n then luckily...clarissa found sumone she new n got him to buy the tickets for us....so then...we went to watch the house of wax....it was......SCARY!!!.....AHHH mommy....i cant sleep tonight....lol...anyways.....movie was not very scary...but it was weird....n.....i c y it was rated R...so much bloody stuff...n killin...n nastyness killing things...anyways....after that....went to watch triple x.....lol...me n george thought it was XXX...which was sign of PORN!!!...haha....no wait...its XXX 2....=)!!!....anyways....we waited...chatted...n talked for about 30 to 60 minutes for the movie to start...but yea...n then...watched it...me n clarissa was juss throwing popcorn at each other...haha....n then....left...went to eat dinner at this new place....came back...n here i am....hm...such a weird day....anyways....imma go......BY BYE
....anyways....on the way there...king me n king's mom was having a convo...n we were speakin...englese...or chingish...lol...n king's mom called ALLAN a "fay gui"...lol....anyways...got there...met up with george n clarissa....n then...that lady said we're not old enough to watch a rated R movie....so then...king stepped up....n she wanted to c his I.D.....n his only excuse was that he forgot it at home...anyways....n then luckily...clarissa found sumone she new n got him to buy the tickets for us....so then...we went to watch the house of wax....it was......SCARY!!!.....AHHH mommy....i cant sleep tonight....lol...anyways.....movie was not very scary...but it was weird....n.....i c y it was rated R...so much bloody stuff...n killin...n nastyness killing things...anyways....after that....went to watch triple x.....lol...me n george thought it was XXX...which was sign of PORN!!!...haha....no wait...its XXX 2....=)!!!....anyways....we waited...chatted...n talked for about 30 to 60 minutes for the movie to start...but yea...n then...watched it...me n clarissa was juss throwing popcorn at each other...haha....n then....left...went to eat dinner at this new place....came back...n here i am....hm...such a weird day....anyways....imma go......BY BYE
